måndag, maj 31, 2010

Hope...


"So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 

" Luke 11:9"

I can do it if I put my mind into it.....I hope

Today was not a good day, at all. 
I've had like max 4 hours of sleep since yesterday and I got shitloads to do. 
Don't mean to sound so pissed right now but I'm just stressed to the fullest. 
WE have soooo much to do, kinda funny since I or all of us were thinking "oh mocks are done, now it can only get better", boy were we in for a change. For this week I have to: 
  • WLA (World literature assignment - Swedish)
  • IA (Internal assessment - Business & Management)
  • WT (Written task - English) 
  • EE ( Start with my extended essay, TALK TO NEIL) kinda weird that I'm writting that out but just as a reminder.
  • TOK ( Presentation with Hiba) 
  • Powerpoint for the presentation that is tomorrow
  • Oh CAS project (?)
Gotta get steppin' and do this right 'cause I know that if I really put my heart into this, I can do this before the end of the week. Just gotta find something that motivates me to do this. 
Pray...

...

It’s amazing how the littlest things can have such an amazing effect on people
How something as simple as a song can make your heart bleed
How people you’ve hardly met before can mean so much to you
How your nearest and dearest can mean so indescribably much to you
How wonderful it feels to be wanted
How a simple word like “yes” can change your entire life
How one person can become your entire world
How we complain about the littlest things meanwhile other people are struggling for their lives….

I don't get why...

It's soooo damn hard for me to do my homework...
I sat down, took my book and about 2 min later I had written a page, a good one too since I have to compare two books with each other. I'm impressed with myself but somehow I still can not find the time of the day to do my homework.The lack of motivation combined with the sense that school's almost over for now makes me even more tired of this shit. I don't know what do to and where i'm supposed to get the strength from to continue, I just hope that the last year will go fast and that I can keep up with school and everything that comes along with it.

...

Brukar inte lyssna på Ken Ring men...


söndag, maj 30, 2010

Hey mama...






I just wanted to say that, even though we don't alway get along , I just want you to know that....
I love you

lördag, maj 29, 2010

ya mama!

Brand new day...full of excitement and expectations!
Gotta make the best of, soon imma hit the shower but for now...
YA MAMA!

The Pharcyde – Ya Mama

Day 'n' nite...





Bra början på dagen, inga lektioner, stan och chill med vänner. 
Bra slut på dagen: Hang out med vänner och nu Celtic - Magic marchen! :) 

Amazing...

fredag, maj 28, 2010

hm...

Sittin at home, so much sweet music's been playin through my ears all nite
The Pharcyde
Common
Talib Kweli
Jay Dee
Lupe
Just love it! 

torsdag, maj 27, 2010

..

It's all love 
It's all good
 miss it.. 

haye....

I don't really like Trey Songz but this video really got to me....DAYUMN!

onsdag, maj 26, 2010

aaaaaaaah...


I really know how it feels to be, stressed out, stressed out
When you're face to face with your adversity
I really know how it feels to be, stressed out, stressed out
We're gonna make this work out eventually

tisdag, maj 25, 2010

söndag, maj 23, 2010


To all you ignorant people:


 Take your time to learn about your fear, instead of judging what you know nothing about...

..

Fyfan för matte!! 

...

"A thousand miles seems pretty far,
  But they've got planes and trains and cars,
        I'd walk to you if I had no other way…"

pictures from 2 days with Victoria!


More to come

has the world gone insane?






I can't understand how people can be so ignorant at times...
Where are we heading?

torsdag, maj 20, 2010

victoria, Victoria, VICTORIA!!

Came home a while ago from a sweet day with Victoria!
Do I need to say more, AWESOME! :D

onsdag, maj 19, 2010

the question...



Varför är dom bäst? 

I wanna go


CRAZY! 

...

"Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart,
then you can try sleeping in my bed".

sick...ill...bad...miss...you...

aaaah, mighty tired of feeling bad, don't even know how I got sick :(
Wanna feeeeeeeel better, last practice today for the season and I wanna give it my best but I just can't.
Might go there and just shoot for a while and watch the others play. Wanna be on the court haha.
I obviously didn't get enough in Gothenburg. The place was pretty sweet but a whole lot of shiet went down..haha can't be dealing with that no more.

Days are going by faaast, can't believe it's almost summer aaaah!
Have so much that needs to be done and I have to start with my EE, at least I know what I'm going to write about. A lot of reading and writing ahead, wish me luck.

P.S
miss you babe  D.S

måndag, maj 17, 2010

Home sweet home..


hahaha :)

Came home a while ago, first thing I did was hit the damn shower!
Felt amaziiiiiing. Somehow, somewhere I got a cold and I don't like it at all, vitamin water to the rescue? haha!
Imma try to study some, wash some clothes for tomorrow and then hit the sack, Hiba's forcing me to go to school tomorrow...don't really feel like it, GAH!
Got a nasty ass headache and a sore throat but hey, missed far too much already so :( 

Track of the day: J Dilla - Move
Anywhoos, I'm out! 

Heading home....

AAAAAAH kan inte fatta at det redan ha gått en vecka..
sitter och skriver från en dsator med ett äckligt tangentbord vilket leder till att ja skriver fel ela tiden men hey,. kan inte göra så mycket år....får fixa de när js kommer hem eller nåt ;P
J'Tiden här nere i GBG hare varit jeeeefligt najs asså men börjar sakna sängern. Har tillbrigant de flesta dagarna på en luftmadrass utan luft, FUCKIN-EH! haha Måskee lkp,,a på va ja ska kka till frukost imorn, vi måste vara ute ur detta hur by 7 a.m...we're screwwwwwreed together höhö. Men nu ska ja dra mig, checka igenom matteboken snabbt och sen sova, goodnight! :)

fredag, maj 14, 2010

Your ignorance is our curse....

Cant believe how ignorant And selfish people can be at times...
Can't believe how people can't seem to think about others than themselves...
How the f*ck is that even possible? So damn tired of shitty things like this!

söndag, maj 09, 2010

...

Happy mothers day!

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,
Put them all together, they spell 
Mother,"
A word that means the world to me.

Countdown...


Soon I'll be sitting on a train and be on my way far away from this town...Again
Feels so damn good to know that I don't have to care about anything for the moment
life is good! 
Miss it

lördag, maj 08, 2010

change?

maybe time for a new design..but first, gotta catch some sleep, PEACE! :)

tick, tock, tick, tock...





Bittersweet music pumpin' in my vains...

torsdag, maj 06, 2010

Words are just words 'til u give 'em the power...










EighteenNotoRious, BasketBallschOOl,
mUsiCTaliB KweliiisOUlIbBoMarley,
PaiNtingGuitarrrPiano, JaDee, Jay-Z
NasfutureLiFe, traVelingpeOpleMos deF,CommOn, 
A trIbe CallEd QuesT...
 EighteenNotoRious, BasketBallschOOl,

 mUsiCTaliB KweliiisOUlIbBoMarley,
 PaiNtingGuitarrrPiano, JaDee, 
NasfutureLiFe, traVelingpeOpleMos deF,CommOn, 
A trIbCallEQuesT...


onsdag, maj 05, 2010

Foooodah, valborg, klänning, poet?



Bilder från Finland kommer sen men nu Hawks - Magic?  :) 

Home...

AAAAAAAAH, can't believe that I'm back home...
Finland was waaaaay too good, for real. Hoops, people, shisha, music and again AWESOME PEOPLE (no planning, I've learned my lesson). Gotta post the pictures really soon, man I'm looking forward to september, just hope everything goes smooooooth!

Word of the year: Moist 
Quote of the year: "Jag är inte rasist, jag är pianist. Jag trycker ner både svarta och vita" - Kasper

tisdag, maj 04, 2010

Roliga människor + dålig planering = Awesome night!

Finland va såååå mycket bätte än ja förväntade mig. Verkligen inga IB människor här inte, typ det ända som jag va rädd för haha!

En sak som vi alla kan säga är Expect the unexpected med tanke på att alla vi trodde att det skulle blir awkward och tråkigt här men det va såååååååå mycket bättre, vill verkligen inte åka hem :/ Anywhoos, gotta make the best out of the last day and hopefully we see 'em soon! :)

söndag, maj 02, 2010

next...





Finland...wtf?! hahaha this is going to be something special...
Our teachers suck since we're leaving in about 1 hour and we still don't know shit.
They told us that we were gonna get dom info before it was time but here we are today and we still don't know shit...
Pretty much had to guess my was through and kinda figured out what I needed to take. Btw, thanks Victoria for telling me about the rest of the things that I pretty much forgot about hahaha ;P
Gonna figure out what to do with this whole thing...not good but whatever (Ingrid)  hahaha!! Gotta go get dressed and then go, wish me luck I guess :)

I don't wanna..

I really don't wanna go tomorrow!!
The whole thing is not even planned, I have no idea what I should bring with me and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH...don't wanna go!

lördag, maj 01, 2010

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!






Not a good day, not a good day at all..

woke up mad at the world kinda, don't know why but somethings wrong... Had practice, pretty sweet, blow off some steam haha..
Tomorrow we'll be goin to Finland, wonder if it's too late to tell them that I don't wanna go..


Really not looking forward to the damn trip but.....before the trip, I got some stuff tha I gotta take care of.....


Track of  the moment: Lupe Fiasco – Kick, Push
Anywhoooos, I'm out!