...it hurts...

The fact that I've been steeping in the mudstruggling to get out 

but find myself in stuck in the same place as before..

hurts...

the fact that I throw myself out there in the open 

hoping for you to catch me but instead you let me fall...

 hurts.. 

the fact that I've been struggeling my entire life 

and for you to come and tell me that I don't know what life is like..

 hurts..

The fact that you don't believe me when I'm trying to tell you the truth..

 hurts..

The fact that I am all alone in this battle, slowly dying 

but yet hoping for you to step up and have my back.

 hurts..

The fact that I know that no matter what, you will always let me down

hurts..

But you know what? 

Someday it's not going to hurt anymore

I will be everything that I am meant to be

But my question to you is

WHO will you be now that you can not hurt me anymore? 

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